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.Thursday, August 16, 2007 @ 4:26 PM Y

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feeling very lazy these few days..dun feel like doin anything juz wan slack at home.haha..maybe cos all the projects and presentations finished le..so not so much things to worry..no need chiong projects till very late..so feeling very relax..giving my brain a rest...next week study week then start to study ba..haha..yeah...s0 these few day juz come home slack after sch and go dance at evening and then by the time come home jiu 9pm le..then bath and eat jiu 10 plus..

juz realise very long nv go shopping le..haha..abit feel like..saved some money le..hahaa...but then like not much time..ah..sianz sianz..i also realise quite some time nv meet up with some frens le..miss them!! haha..but is like abit difficult to find time cos now their uni sch reopen le...only late afternoon or nite then can meet..but then I got dance and tuition..so is like only mon and fri can meet..haha..so jiu duno how....sigh..wkend i also got dance..hmm..like this tues I already missed meeting up with my sch sch girls..and the 2B pple is goin east coast to cycle on sat...oh..cant join them....hmm..and my pri sch fren eileen poh bdae was yest and we are tryin to find time to meet up...hope to find time soon... if really cannot jiu have to sacrifice dance le.

also..yest was Ishi 49th day ritual..went to the temple after my bizchinese tut which is only 45 mins..regretted goin..waste time..haiz..by the time reach there with my sis, mani people were there le..our dance instructors and alot of fans..saw Justis, Andy and Awi from Soul..as they were there to give out Ishi's album..the album I think is be made by his family..contained 11 tracks all composed and sang by him..haiz..really make till like a real album which can be sold..this is the first time Justis talked to us cos he told all of us to 用心听 the CD..can see they all very sad also..the songs are not bad..all very sad and emo de..represents what his feelings were during his depression period ba cos can hear that he sing with his emotions..haiz..duno wat will the girl feel if she listen to these songs that are like singing to her de..
is really such a pity la that he is gone bcos of relationship problem..and we also felt very 可惜for SOUL also..with they power dance and looks they can make it de cos they really stand out from the rest...they got so mani fans also..can understand the feeling of not be able to achieve their dreams..why some people so lucky..sian de lo..no 实力 still got chance to be able to be entertaniners...many people juz like my Jeremy-our teacher at Music Clinic also cant fulfill his dream and has already go to be a air steward le..sigh...at least Ishi's dream of having an album is being fulfilled..but so sad is fulfilled when is he is already gone..

this song is very touching..他唱得很有感情。。very sad song..