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.Saturday, February 26, 2011 @ 4:32 PM Y

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Cancer is a Cardinal water sign, ruled by the moon. As the fourth sign of the zodiac, the Cancer individual is a deeply emotional person inside, but is smooth and confident on the outside. Their first love is of home and family and they are nurturing and caring in the family setting, creating a cozy, comfortable, safe existence behind the doors of their own home.

Home and family give the Cancerian strength and stability, and the home is the safe "shell" that the Cancer individual knows he can retreat to after a long, stressful day. Cancer is strongly rooted and often thinks of the past, holding onto mementos and thinking about his childhood. Emotions run deep in the Cancer individual, and even small slights resonate down to his very core. When hurt or disappointed, Cancer will retreat completely into his shell and become unreachable for a period of time. Cancer is generous and kind to others, but will cautiously wait when he confronts a problem to make sure that he doesn't waste valuable resources. In the end, he will come through and help generously if no other option presents itself. Though possessing a good sense of humor and loving a good joke, the Cancer personality will often become sulky, moody, and irritable for no reason apparent to anyone else. This is just a manifestation of those waters that run so deep in the Cancer individual. Cancer weighs every move carefully, almost never doing things spontaneously, and as a result, he is usually successful in his endeavors. When he fails, he will brood about it for a long time, and will almost never just shrug it off and try again.

The best matches for Cancer for sure are Scorpio and Pisces. but Taurus, Leo, Gemini, and Virgo might work for some individuals. It will likely be tough going for Aries, Libra, Capricorn, or another Cancer.

. @ 3:30 PM Y

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yesterday was a unexpected fun night spent with my colleagues and my poly cliques filled with alcohol and laughter! Yest went to Joaqium to have steamboat buffet with my colleagues.one of my colleague is quitting so is a farewell dinner for her..she is the miss chatterbox of my dept and also the youngest and she is like the PR for our dept lo..so I guess we will really miss her..well anyway the food there was good!!!! it was suppose to be steamboat buffet but there are also cooked food such as rice, pasta, laska and popiah.and dessert!!! and it was also a good bonding session..and the youngster get to interact more and in the end we went for a drink after that!
it was like the first dept drinking session and we were trying to make fun of 2 of my colleagues that are singles..very funny and my colleague was trying to arrange a lunch session for me with a remiser in my company that is quite cute! hahaha..but i will shy la...our DND will be on 30th Arpil..cant wait!

after dinner went to meet my polycliques at LVs..a KTV pub at Parklane that area to celebrate CHERYL CHOO's bdae...they open Martell and then follow by beer tower..actually i was abit high when i met them liao..then drink somemore really quite cui..but had fun hanging ard..talking adult things with the guys and taking pics.! hee...but in the cab home i was really quite drunk..and I think i why i so cui sia..everybody always think i can drink alot ..my colleagues's impression of me is a party gal..but i am not la..hahahaa...but i am quite amazed I thinking vomit in the end..just very drunk but i still manage to bath, brush teeth..hee..
i love my poly cliques peeps!!!

I need to noe more about Cancer guy...haha

.Thursday, February 24, 2011 @ 8:50 PM Y

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it has been mths since i have last blogged!!! my comp got reformatted and now i have to resave everything again..and i have no photo to post cos my camera spoilt few mths ago! So i have not been taking pics but just get tagged by frens on facebook..wooooo...time really flies and it is end of Feb soon and 3 more mths I will be 25!!! omfg!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh but anyway i am still now working at kayhian..been 4 mths plus and I would say the job is getting real sian..I also duno how to say is just like doing the same thing everyday which actually is expected..and the boss is really sucky la and the sucky pay..but the good thing is most of the time will get to leave at 5.30 unless got urgent things or IPO..and the colleagues are nice too! i even receieve angbao from them but not my boss lo..haiz as most of my frens said actually there will be is no career prospect staying there as a backroom officer..so actually have the thought to find other job too..wondering if I should try out dealer or banker...can earn more but definitely more stressful too..so i am still thinking and in the meanwhile stay with kayhian first le..

well well well. actually there are interesting things that has happened over this period of time. unexpectedly i am now in contact with this person that I have know 1 yrs plus ago..things do started out good and I must admit i am really happy during the times I am with him..but i emo few weeks after that cos suddenly we seem to have lesser contact and is like I have to initate..so at a point of time I really SIAN TTM! but now i shall just leave it..since he say he is busy and will see me soon again..as alot of pple told me 是你的就是你的, 缘分不能强求.. so i shall just try to move on if this does not work out..thought is really very a pity..............haiz............:(

not only my love luck doesnt seems positive, my sis is really heartbroken these day...
well this is sth quite unexpected too...but I do understand from the guy point of view la..maybe they are really not suitable for each other although they do love each other...i have to admit my parents does play a part in this also..sth i just really cant stand my parents lo...is like hello I am going to be in my mid twenties but i still dun have the freedom i want!!! tmd lo!!!!!!! seeing my sis so sad i was very xin tong..those few days she really very depressed and is the first time in my life seeing her so sad and i also cry with her when she cry....and she lose alot of weight..oh my! and suddenly i feel that is also good that i am single cos i do have to scare of get hurt..hmmmmm..shall leave it to fate ba...

and ...my motto now is '~I want a man not a boy hu thinks he can~' hahahahahaha..

a nice emo song

喝酒的伴一起看電影的伴早午晚餐的那個伴朋友不能留得太晚明天要上班
唱K的伴一起去旅行的伴聽懂我的笑話的伴我的生活只差那個人就美滿
快樂少一人分享快樂就只剩一半喝一碗湯心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單這張睡床再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享幸福就只剩一半就算把日子都填滿節日卻提醒我孤單

沒有想法有想法又能怎樣只能寫部落格整晚幾個留言安慰不了心裡的遺憾
沒有負擔原來也是種負擔自由多得讓人心慌你羨慕我那要不要跟我交換

快樂少一人分享快樂就只剩一半喝一碗湯心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單這張睡床再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享幸福就只剩一半努力把日子都填滿別來提醒我多孤單
快樂少一人分享快樂就只剩一半喝一碗湯心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單這張睡床再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享幸福就只剩一半就算把日子都填滿沒人知道我多孤單

my current fav song