.Friday, November 30, 2007 @ 11:16 PM Y
blogged
haha..doing project and surfing net as usual..sigh ..todae stayed back in sch to try to do the stupid HR project from 10 plus do until abt 7pm lo..and still haven finish..argh!!! cos is so difficult to do la..sian sian..and the teacher totally sux...disgustin!!!
anyway..juz to post some pics that we took last sat after dance..haha..cos realise my previous post all no pics..haha...juz let u all see what is my attire for dance..we always wear till damn lok kok de...haha.
me and my sis..being lame..lolz ..juz realise my hair so long liao woh..haha
hahaa..with wen long..acting cute is our forte!!hahaha..
haha..I always wear a big tee with my addida track pant..standard attire..no money buy new one..haa..
yeah!!! we luv sat class...!!!anyway..happened to spoke to huiling san todae.sigh..she also another one very broke.and after toking I realise my situation not so bad compared to her..but to say the truth if not for the money earned during the past competitions tink my money would be used up soon le ba...so I pray to have singing competition soon!!! we need it to earn money!!! haha...well..I wont save on fren's bdae present and celebratin de..cos I willing to spent on this..christmas also ok...but jiu can cut down jiu cut down lo..but I still wan celebrate la..so I juz have to cut down on buying unneccessary stuff..and on food ba.. can go on diet also.lolz...
.Thursday, November 29, 2007 @ 10:03 PM Y
blogged
haiz..sian sianz...doing project now..these few days have been either doing project or learning for test every nite..so no life..argh..next week also will be lidat!! argh..next wk even more jia lat..everyday is either packed with test or project or assigment to hand in!!! omg! i hope next week pass quickly cos after tat will be holiday soon le!!
so long nv go out le!!! after sch jiu go home..sigh...haven been shopping for soooooo long.....ah.........no money!!!!!!!!!!!! sob sob...think this is the worst period of my life..first time feeling so poor...really..last time can juz go draw money as and when I like..and some of my frens will noe everytime I go bugis street wont empty handed back de..and I always end up buying clothes that I didnt wear...haiz....now I poor until have to think how much to spent on my lunch..and todae is the first time eating lunch at for only $2...haiz.think have to used to this life...sad.........dun have the courage to see the amount of money left in my acct..haiz..no income!!!!! pls can some tuition agency call me to give tuition..??
Dec is gonna be busy and I think need to spent money le...firstly christmas is coming!! is my fav festival and is also the time where alot of money need to be spend on celebrations and presents! sigh.. same as last yr.most prob gonna have 3 celebrations ba..jie mei, 1B05 and of course my cousinz..where we always have a big big feast and load of fun on christmas day!! we luv christmas!!! nid to meet up with my cpf colleagues and also 2B01 girls..how? can let me win 4D not..? if not i duno where my money come from where le..I hope for miracle!!!hope the money in my acct can grow..
.Monday, November 26, 2007 @ 10:14 PM Y
blogged
cant believe it..I actually slept at 4 am yest and woke up at 7am in the morning todae...omg! This happen becos I was rushing to finish the individual report that was due todae...I actually started on fri but then duno why do so slow..haha.....so long nv sleep for so little hours..and was damn damn tired!!!! I looked like panda la...alamak..and todae suppose to end class at 12..but then wait for the others till 5 to discuss about our christmas celebration thingy..haiz..me and shiyuan and alvin feel like dying la while we were waiting la....then ended up didnt reached to a conclusion when we met...as usual...haiz..
This yr the no of pple joining the celebration get lesser le.and it seem not so exciting as last yr ..we did have a very fun christmas eve last year..haha..still remembered Alvin bought me TVXQ posters!! haha..umm..I also duno why, we always have difficulties to come to a conclusion in whatever we do ..each want different things..and even eat lunch we always also have to dicuss for very long de...sometimes see le also sian..duno when can we come to a conclusion..is like if me and yanqing dont ask then nobody will say anything..and then..the question will left hanging there...we really sian whenever lidat de..
and the project also..sian diao..unlike my previous sem project group where we always speak our mind among ourselves..my groupmates this time seemed very passive, as in they all like very reserved and always like dont have stand..so there is no one to lead the group la..every group nid a motivator..sigh..last time I used to be one for some project but it is a tough and tiring job..and I very relunctant to be de..but I see them really can vomit blood..maybe because we are frens so I nv say much ..but think I gotta try to pull us together..cos we nid to hand in report next wk le!!! argh!!
gonna sleep soon le..tired..
.Saturday, November 24, 2007 @ 11:37 AM Y
blogged
yest was busy doin my travel and leisure individual report..is the report on the visit to kampong glam..sian la...do until very jia lat..cos this is the first time we are doin on report on our own and the erxin teacher nv give clear instructions..sux...and haven finish yet lo..later going dance...after that still nid do..argh!!! do until very sian..
yest was suppose to be a special day..but..sigh...
next wk gonna be very busy!!! cos mon and thurs got test and wed got presentation!! hate presentation..and is individual one somemore!!! this is the first time presenting in the new class.....argh!!!! but at least this class is better than last sem one..at least I talked to everyone and they all are ok de..and there are no bitches in my class..so not bad..haha..
abit random..but my family are current hooked onto a hong kong drama series that my mum borrowed from her fren..is abt casino de...very nice!!!! and think hong kong actors and actresses are much better that others..is like can really make audience laugh and cry with them..haha..and is the only time like can bring whole family together..haha..
waiting for u girls to finish exam..which is very soon!! yeah...haha..
.Wednesday, November 21, 2007 @ 10:20 PM Y
blogged
He finally gave me an explanation...whether it is truthful or not I think I juz let it be cos he himself will noe...and I also dun wish to drag on anymore so finally I can dun think abt it le.. everything is over and now is a brand new start for me le...thought sometimes it is inevitable that memories will flash back in my minds..and if I sayI not sad is not true..but maybe there is more disappointment ba...as in the unfulfilled promises..ah.........nvm...juz gonna move on in life now..:)
Just wanna say thanx for the support u guys gave me k..and I hope the road ahead of me will be much smoother...and my right guy can appear sooner..this is to apply to swee lim and the rest of my dear girls..haha..
juz gonna keep myself occupied during this period ba..but think wont be much problem cos the next 2 week will gonna be very busy cos our assigments, individual reports will be due and also tests are coming!! argh!!!! by now I still dun really know much abt the subjects..haha..haiz..cant really go out and enjoy much and eat good food or shopping cos I am broke..!!!!! juz hope to find tuition or maybe part time jobs? haha..I wan money!! any lobang pls tell me k..thanx!
.Monday, November 19, 2007 @ 10:02 PM Y
blogged
feeling abit better todae..maybe cos todae met yq to tok abt this issue and also abt her issue too...and we analyse everything once again...and I finally heard his voice again.. but it might be the last time...I already planned for the worst le..so we shall see how it goes...before I decide to do anything..I wont let it juz end lidat if he is out with no good from the very start..
I think when i am with my frens I will not feel so sad la..I cannot really stand silence ba..cos I will start to think again...so shall keep myself busy or try to ba..thanx for being with me my frens...:)
解脱, 是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走, 我有自由好好过
解脱,是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔, 我总会实现一个梦
心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
不要爱我的人再担心我
.Sunday, November 18, 2007 @ 4:33 PM Y
blogged
haiz..
the situation that me and you girls do not wish to see really happened..he was gone...just without any sign...and I was really taken aback and left me so shocked and helpless......
been feeling not very good since that day........I did not really cried my heart out like the previous time when I was hurt....and now I would just stare into blank whenever I remb of wat happen and thought of him..I really cannot understand why will this happen..why will it hapen to me.....me......argh....
Though I thought to myself it may not be a bad thing that this whole thing is over..I even felt a little sense of relief..but as time goes whenever I did or any songs I hear can trigger the thoughts of him again...and now I have more time....more time alone...
went singing with my dear Swee Lim on fri..She is always there to listen to me when I met with problems and I really glad she was there to accompany me that day...at least I dont feel that I am alone that day..sigh...to my dear girls who are mugging out there..I will tell you all girls when you all are done with your exams..jia you for your papers ba..
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
.Friday, November 16, 2007 @ 11:08 PM Y
blogged
.Monday, November 12, 2007 @ 10:29 PM Y
blogged
Firstly. Happy birthday to Shiyuan!! haha..todae is her 19th bdae but we celebrated for her on last fri le..haha..at first abit sian to go cos I got Kelly Services till 6..so is like quite late by the time it ends..and sat n maybe sun gotta go out..so scare mum will scold..and yanqing nv go also...but in the end still went and I glad I did ba..haha..We went to eat chongqing steamboat at Bugis..cos sy wan eat...haha..and it was nice!!!! All of us eat till very full ..haha..after that we went Mac to finish up the scrapbook and then to cut cake.haha..in the end reach home abt 12 plus..didnt expect to take so long..tired.. 
The yummy steamboat...tom yam and chicken...!! 
妹妹们...
happy eating...haha..
The yummy steamboat...tom yam and chicken...!! 妹妹们...
happy eating...haha..
bdae girl with pressie!!
with Shi Yuan mei mei!!
those who went..:)Sat was Xiu Qin 21st bdae dinner..she treated the few of us to NYNY..hee..so nice of her..and it was a nice dinner too...the service there was good..and we also catch up with each others on our life...and took pics!!!
our dinner..very nice..!! 
chocolate fondue! nice too!!
Swee Lim, Xiu Qin and me!!
Bdae girl :)
wif Xiu Qin...
all from TP..haha.
Wif Swee Lim!!oh ya..I have been eating Four leaves bdae cakes for 5 consecutive bdae celebrations le..OMG!! from Yinjie, Hong Ling, Wee Inn to Shiyuan and now Xiuqin..all is chocolate cakes la..chocolate obsession, chocolate exotic, chocolate classico and black forest!!! so qiao that everyone likes the chocolate cake from there...aha..and I love them too...haha..I ate alot...luckily all the bdae celebration is coming to an end le..now have to wait till Dec...
.Thursday, November 8, 2007 @ 4:24 PM Y
blogged
Slacked at home todae..cos want to do my project and assigments...watched my DBSk juz now..so happy..haha...
Went kanpong glam yest with Wooncheng and Derek for our fieldtrip assigment..haha..each of us need to interview 3 foreigner and locals and ask them simple questions like how they come here and what they think of the services of the place..at first quite shy to ask la..but in the end turned out quite ok..the tourists are all quite friendly...so we finished our task by 5 and then went Haji Lane walk walk and my fav Bugis Street..but in the end out nv buy anything la..so unlike of me hor..went Bugis Street but didnt buy anything..haha..sigh.. 
:)
:)
haha..saw Kym Ng and Pornsak..they were filming there...
Met these 2 shuai ge..hahaha..
haha...Japanese!!! kawaii ne!!!
With WoonCheng...at the Malay Heritage Centre....
quite a nice place...
At Haji Lane.....Tuesday, November 6, 2007 @ 10:52 PM Y
blogged
haha..sat went dance..chiong for the 3 hrs..so long nv go dance le..it was rather fun..cos I like the style of these instructor..and Michael is going Japan to learn dance..so good!!! I also wan go lo..but to shop la..hahaa...anyway after that went Wee Inn bdae party in the evening..enjoyed myself esp when the chalet only left us singing KTV at nite.so funny la..we are all so high..is like having mini concert lidat...and then the mahjong session...we kept laughing la...and I lose $5..sigh sigh..and yinjie from ultimate losser became the ultimate winner lo...reached home at 3 plus haha...didnt expect to stay till so late..and when ty drove us home..we saw wat we want to see at the carpark of changi village there..lolz...
Mon went gym with Yin jie and Tingyan..haha..finally went to gym with yinjie le.cos kept saying want to go with her i think for at least got 1 or 2 years le.haha...every mon 2-4 is for ladies only de..haa..that's why we went..and not bad la..at least got sweat abit and got lose quite a hundred of calories..haha... I realise my appetite quite big leh..especially with yinjie with me I really can eat alot..hahaha...you all all say I am slow and steady de..that is quite true la..haha..and whenever I am with my other frens..I am the one that eat the most la..oh shit..haha...so I need to exercise when my input is so much..haha..cos i cant resist nice food la..though sometime gotta control cos no money..but I really wan to eat nice food!!! esp sushi and korean food!! haha
todae went dance finally!!! tuesday class...!!! it was like 2 months since I stepped into tuesday class..haha..not bad la..gotta see the shuai instructor..and very glad cos todae got sweat also cos normally his lesson is quite relax de..go play play lidat de..haha...and todae saw my cousin bought a cardigan and top..haiz..I also feel like buying..but..I am broke..sigh sigh..cos now no more income le.. I juz paid my dance fees on fri...haiz...that goes my 200 bucks...and now gotta save up for outings and christmas is coming le!! confirm need to spent alot de lo...argh..last time I spent money like water one lo..abit regret la.cos end up buying clothes that end up never wear at all la..now any amont I spent really need to think properly..so sianz..I wan money!!! I wan shopping!! haaa.
I think i mad la..I really want to eat Sakae..ahhaa..looking at thess pics make me drool..haa.. Pics at Wee Inn bdae celebration!!
With Wee Inn :)
姐妹团！.Friday, November 2, 2007 @ 11:52 PM Y
blogged
During the times when I was still in 1Bo5, almost every friday I will be out with them cos we end at 11 so everytime we will have outings or bdae celebrations..and everytime reach home at nite de lo..and now..for the past fridays..I have been slacking at home and going for dance instead..cos my timetable too good le..end at 12 leh..!! but then the the others ends at 4...so nv go out..and I got no dates on fri leh these days..duno is good or bad..haha..but my wkend is almost full le...
haiz..I am quite broke now le..realise my the money in my acct is getter lesser cos todae I juz paid for my dance..ah...heart pain leh..ah..so now I am really very broke!! oh no..!! i cant shop anymore le...and with the upcoming bdaes celebration..headache...think i need go back teach tuition le..or see got any part time job..if u guys go lobang muz tell me k!!! haha..
and most prob not goin malaysia to see my dearest TVXQ le cos their concert tix is damn ex la..the most expensive de is S$200!!! omg..we will juz save our money for next time ba...they should still retained their popularity few years later ba..
think another way to earn money is to take part in competition..haha.might be taking part in dance competition..if really win still can get few hundreds buck..haha
I wan money!!! didnt went overseas this yr leh..so sad la..really miss the time goin holiday with my family and cousinz...haiz..i wan go Japan!!! ah.....
some pic taken at wt bdae celebration on tues..
abit regretted goin there..he la..say wat his bdae wish is everyone go..cos I skipped my dance la bcos of him la..so sad..cos I think almost 2 mths nv go tuesday class le..I miss the lesson and is my fav teacher class..and then still have to pay 18 bucks for the fish and chips that is the cheapest there..argh!!!
the bdae boy with his pressie..is damn last min la..the bk is done in 1 day..haha..he only 18 lo..so young!! haha..and now I think of it..I also duno why I get so emo bcos of him for the past 1 yr..ahha..glad is over..lolz..
him, me and yj
haha..that day our condition not very gd....haha..let's hope we both can get wat we wanted k..ahhaa :)
