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.Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 4:12 PM Y

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In few more hrs time it will be be the end of 2008 le..omg! time really passes very fast..is like another yr is gonna pass le..! well..lookin back I would say tis yr is rather 精彩de 1 yr..firstly it would be that me, my sis n cousin took part in the SUPERBAND! hahaha..
C! STAR!!!! hahaa...it was really a very fun journey..生活过得很充实 during the period..thought was tiring and we spent alot of money bcos of that..it was really worth it cos we really make alot of new frens and experience alot alot! It is like once-in-a-lifetime experience and really want to thanx all my frens that spend so much money to vote also..u noe hu u are la..really appreciate all your efforts and always go down to support! :D

This is the only time that I am proud of myself ..and I tink is also 一生中最美的一次..haha..

and the other thing is of course the few mths that I am with him...如今事过境迁了。。I would juz say it is juz a life experience..and I learn sth from it too....and in the previous post I may be too harsh also ..but anyway 经一事,长一智..I am coping well with my life now.....and of course hope that in the new yr I would be able to meet some nice guys and hopefully the mr right ba.. :)
Gonna gradudate from TP very soon le..omg! it was like yesterday since I entered TP, still can remb the first day of sch where I go TCC ALONE..with no fren at all la..so lonely..but now make alot frens..those mei mei really can make my days de..and the days with 1B05 where we have outing almost every fri..haha...miss those time...those time that slack at TM.....and really have to tink what to do after graudation le..haiz..sian also..

Tonite will be attending the VIVOCITY Countdown party with my cousinz and frens..cos my sis if performing! hee..she will be singing my fav song '宇宙小姐'with DIYA and KEELy..so cool rite..and she is able to take pic with those artists like QI YU WU and ELvin NG..omg! haa..haiz..it would be soooo good if we are able to perform together...haiz.....really miss the stage..I guess my cousin also..hope that there will be chance for us to come back again..as 3 of us!! C!Star! haha..really miss the time where we train and perform together..although is really tought and but that is really our passion..andI noe i will have to work harder too:)

all the best for yr 2009 ba..hope it would ba another fruitful and happy year for everyone :)

.Sunday, December 28, 2008 @ 3:51 PM Y

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following are pics took with my 1B05 on christmas eve..

The birthday gal of the day! Gretel mei mei!

The 3 mei mei ..:)

All the girls~

all of us!!

I luv tis pic!haha..

The room we got is a VIP room and is very cool! got a little corner for singing de.

Tis foto can make us seems like as if we are in some 夜间场所。。哈哈。。

I got my pressie from Aaron..umm sorry to say..my first reaction is to roll eye when i saw them..

Shi Yuan mei mei got my pressie..hope she like it!

Me with Weiteck.haa.we are partner in the game we playin..haa..

after singing n dinner...was suppose to go clubbing with yun n lim but was cancelled..haha..but me n alvin wanted some nightlife so in the end gretel n alvin went to tis lesbian pub cos alvin has a fren working there.. we countdown inside the taxi! hahaha...quite surprising is this time ys n gretel joined me n alvin..hhaha..cos there wan 见识见识nightlife..and really 打开眼界..haha..first time that come to this kind of pub...and was really cool la..cos can also sing de...and some of them really v chio de..yea..we had a cool christmas eve this yr compare to last yr..haa..

Christmas was spent with my cousinz as usual..this time went to nee hse...abit not very christmas mood but like new yr..haha..cos no christmas tree..but is ok la..we still had fun..long long time nv come out together le..was trying to plan a trip for 7 of us but abit hard..memories at Bangkok '06 still the best...

Shopping for food @ Giant!

7 of us squeezing on nee's bed...

Cousinz reunion! and all our pressie!

happy us!!! little Jayden got the most pressie!

opening pressie time!

us with ice-cream log cake! very nice!

Story sharing session...where we juz tok abt everything..abt our future..abt life and alot alot..went home at 3 plus..where everyone cannot tahan..

play alot during these 3 days sia and then went home at 3 plus for the past 3 days..tired..haa..but fun la..enjoyed nightlife! stay at home during wkend to rest n do reports..ah..sianz ah...

.Saturday, December 27, 2008 @ 7:36 PM Y

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meet up with my pri sch frens last nite...went to MOF @ Marina Square for dinner....this time round have abt 14 of us! so cool...and after dinner we went to one of K Pub along Boat Quay there..this is the first time I'vebeen there..nv knew it was so happening at nite sia...and nv knew that my pri sch fren all got sing one la..and ya..we had a gd time tok cok and sing and drink..haa..and i tink K Pub is good..cos can drink and sing! meet up soon again..

14 of us..frens since 14 yrs ago! omg!

The guys...

with the guys..

drink drink drink!

yeah..3 of us....

.Friday, December 26, 2008 @ 3:50 PM Y

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Happy Boxing Day to everyone out there! hee..had load of fun these 2 days! but also eat n drink quite alot la..hope dun gain weight..*pray hard*

anyway..Spent my christmas eve with my 1B05 gang and is to also celebrate Gretal mei mei bdae as well! and time really flies cos this is the 3rd time we are celebrating this day together... tis year finally have a change in venue of the ktv place as we went Top One KTV to sing from 11am to 6pm! haha..we played game also la..n was damn funny and everyone was so high!! The room was very cool~ got a little corner to sing and also the various lighting effect and also the smoke effect that create the nightlife that Alvin wanted.hahahaha...

oh yeah..then after dinner we have dinner at the V8 Cafe! was not bad the food..cheap also~ and then after dinner most of peep left..left the few of us..so the few of us slack at bugis first..then went to meet ban mian..Was suppose to go clubbing with yun n swee lim but in the cancel la..haa..and in the end...me, Gretal, Yishan n Alvin san went to a Lesbian Pub! omg! so happening rite....whoo~it was really eye-opening for me cos this is the very 1st time I step into one...and was quite cool la..and we went home ard 3plus!

And for yesterday..as usual celebrate with my cousinz!!
ahha.,this yr also change in venue cos for the past yr we held our party at cherie's hse..but this time we went Honey hse..and this yr got adult also..and we ate steamboat..ahha..abit funny la..but we are still happy cos we get to gather together to eat n eat n eat!! and we had ice-cream log cake from Haigen Daz! very very nice~~~thanx to thia...! but this yr no christmas tree..haa..and after that we stay up to have our girl talk...this is like since duno when did we like gather together and slack on Nee' bed...as usual me n Thia did most of the talking...yea..and we bid goodbye at ard 3 plus cos we are cannot make it le..

will post all the pics up soon! to0k alot of pic!!

.Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 11:13 PM Y

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Trying to do my SIP report now..cos actually not much time left le..have to hand in on Jan...sian la..

anyway...was having fun last wk..thanx to my 姐妹s..party! went to butterfactory n dblo n dragonFly on Wed nite..it was an last min one but in the end we still make it..how shd i say..it was quite a interesting nite..ahhaha..u girls would agree with me yea..met intereting people.hahabha..and there were some scary incidents that happened in the dance floor too...and we really drank quite alot...but the ting is we nv pay any cents at all that nite..! yay!

@ yun hse! before setting off..

with cheeyun n xiuqin..

With yun..she is in her mini short as usual..

Fri nite is another fun nite cos is was suppose to be our S211 gathering..first time organised clubbing but a bit sad that some of them couldnt make it..so only have less than 10 pple..haha..we finally went clubbin together after so long..think everyone was quite high that nite..even jon..lolz

Me and sweelim!

with my jie mei hu luv to party~

S211 peeps whu turned up! alex, chuan n jon plus us!

Had christmas exchange with my girls on sat..went to Teo Heng that is @ Katong Mall there..been ages since we last went..haa..but this time is better cos the room are all non-smoking and the system are better too! but sad..still dun haf ‘带我走'...and this time round without shell but with Alfred..ya...so long nv hear Alfred sing also le..juz as gd!
Ya..that nite have been singing n eating too cos tingyan bought goodies from Tokyo for us..and I get to sing pussycat dolls songs..haha.thought the MTV is hilarious..

With Wing n Tingyan..

With Hong~

With Yinjie and Ming...

There is a 尴尬 line that like separate the 2 group of us hor..aha..

this is better..:)

With Tingyan! she got my pressie!

My pressie is from Alfred!

Group foto before we end the day!

. @ 12:42 PM Y

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ok..this shd be my most vulgar post..pls pardon my language cos rite now i really feel like kaobei abt this Bastard...cos really need to 发泄我的情绪.. and I tink most of u shd have noe what happen le..well..that Bastard really hurt me alot alot...and it really took me some time to really 放下everything..this is my first relationship and I really put my whole soul n heart into it..but also because of that..I tink I also sink too much into it that I nv realise that the whole thing is juz crap and it turned out like this...now I really see the true colour of that ASSHOLE...

The thing is that he is back with that woman. WTF! This is what most of u have expected and I personally expected this too when he wanted that 1 mth cool down period.. WTF rite?! Really feel like giving a big tight slap to both of them la....................................especially to him..! I dun noe what to say..juz felt like being cheated by him for these few mths..He was juz toying with my feelings can..! FUCK! cos seems like during the time when we are together..both of them were still very close and they still like 纠缠不清and I was really very affected by this during that time..all the sleepness nite and emo-ing..all bcos of that woman.. 他妈的!

fuck..贱人! Why do I meet another 贱人in my life again...haiz...what the hell la...but at least 看清这个贱人le..! and I noe is not worth getting sad or affected by him now le..Will move on in life now ..at least learn a lesson from this rite..next time have to be more careful...and juz wanna say thanx to all my frens hu have given me support these days..always listening to me...pei-ing me whenever i need and I noe I shd have listen to you all in the very beginning cos you are already say he is a 贱人 le..haiz... and some even tell me from the first look u all feel that he is some 贱人already..well..当局者迷,旁观者清..now after all these..he did leave traces that both him as well as the woman are both very 贱!well...both of them can 贱together..best match from heaven as ming said..and the reason he gave was v absurd also la..the reaction everyone had after hearing is:他很贱leh!!!

and ya...I am sorry to my frens cos the past few mths that I am with him..I admit that I do really zsqy...and I noe you all are disppointed with me and all of you tink that why am I so foolish! ‘他有什么好，他救过你啊' by YL...and I remb ming's msn nick 'cyf pls wake up'..haaa..but glad that everything is over now and u all are still with me..thanx..and to my cousinz also..though this period I spend very little time with them...but at this point of time...they still say 'cousinz will be alwalys here for you '! I am touched n blessed to have such nice 姐妹s, frens n cousinz with me..the ban mians and yj also..and also kelly colleagues.....thought the bastard have left me... I believe that I can still lead my life well without him..:)

是我一直太懂事 任你自由地犯错

错到无法再让你 留在我的世界

是我选择了懂事 而你的回应是放纵

我会冷静看着你 离开我的世界

Finally chapter close...looking forward to another new chapter..

.Tuesday, December 16, 2008 @ 11:20 PM Y

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went to sing ktv at Chia Chee there with sec school frens yesterday..yeah...long time since we last sang and Linteng vocal still as good..long time nv hear le..well..has been singing quite alot lately...there is still 2 more upcoming, one is tis sat with my girls..and christmas eve with 1B05.both ktv and exchange pressie..haha...seems like we have been doing tis for few yrs le..haa...haiz..but i wanna sing 'dai wo zou' but dun haf..hope by the time got!

With Ming..

With HongLing..

Everyone that is present at the KTV session..with some new members..

another pic b4 we left...:)

Todae went back Kelly to let Boss sign something then have lunch with Annie, Fion and August..haha..nice to see the rest of them too! hee...sometime will miss the time working there...and then after lunch..met Yishan at PS..hahaa..it was quite qiao la..cos she also went back Chinatown to return her uniform and also nothing to do after that..so went PS to shop ard..then August met us there again..and he treated us to Monster Ice!

Our ice! yummy~

The happy yishan n me!

With August! he always treat me eat....haa.. :P

.Sunday, December 14, 2008 @ 2:00 AM Y

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met up with my Kelly colleagues on Fri nite for KTV session! sang at the Party World @Loyang Point..and this time round other than Fion, Vincent n August whom are the usual singing kaki, Annie and Lynn joined too..hee..took pics!

with the ladies~

With Fion, Lynn n Agustine!

With Vincent..the jiu gui..hahaha..

our zi pai photo..haa..

with Annie mummy...hee..like to touch her tummy..haha..she gonna give birth in less than 1 mth time..

With Fion! very cute and nice fren also...:)

With Lynn..very xin fu de tai tai....wish could be like her in the future..haa

With Augustine....! a very nice fren who always entertain me during work and also share alot of
his life experience with me..really like a brother to me..

haven met them for abt 2 wks n i misses them and they are still very concern abt me..thought we only knoe each other for 3 mth plus..they all treated me like sisters..really v touched and also glad to know them..lucky that I was assigned to IP branch instead of other cos i gain another group of frens:) and they specially delicated songs that suit my current status for me..haa..and the following song is one of the song..and is really a very nice song... I guess this is wat u girls n guys have been wanting to tell me all this while..

蔡依林 - 你快樂嗎

谁都没权利要求你离开他

即使他总让你伤心牵挂

我只能在你身边听你说说话

听你说着他泪如雨下跟自己挣扎

其实很多人都爱得很傻

天真的守著相爱承诺的话

不问自己快乐吗只是一昧爱他

直到黯然心碎才知心乱如麻

我想这就是所谓爱的代价

没有人多潇洒

爱好像燃烧的火花

会随时间升华

我想这就是所谓爱的代价

你不必逼自己离开他

别去管别人怎么看你说你是傻瓜

问问你自己

你快乐吗