.Monday, May 12, 2008 @ 5:39 PM Y
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feeling abit emo and tired these days..haiz..duno why.......feeling abit 空虚 also....everyday followed a scheduled timing and I have alot of things to be done..many pending things occupying in my mind everyday...manily is the SB thingy..other then pratices..have to do alot of admins stuff and the most ma fan thing is to buy costumes..ARGH! we hate to buy costume cos have to come our with different style, colour to match the song and us..haiz..very headache...sat spent whole afternoon at bugis in the end also nv buy..sianz..other then this..still have the dance concert...hope it can faster end..cos is ver tiring and time consuming also..also is fun la..but tired...like later still have to go even though really feel like staying at home and rest..haiz..and haven finish buying the costumes also...haiz.....
today even though very tired still have to finish tutorial and project thingy..lack of sleep sia....I see my sis and my cousinz also very kelian..have to wake up everyday at abt 6am for work and for sch..then is like earliest is to sleep at ard 12....luckily i still wake up later then them...can imagine how tired they are..haiz... are all physically and mentally drained...very long nv juz slack around at our grandparent hse le..juz slack and watch TV....hope our hard work can pay off ba......
ya...bdae coming in less than 2 wks time..haiz...i also how to split the days to celebrate with different group of frens leh..and sat nite suppose to have dance practice and may have to do traning lesson for SB.but not confirm..so very luan..but my girls shd be on fri...my wishlist not out cos I really duno wat I wan..haa..but I hope to receive cards with msg hand written...cos I still prefer to keep hardcopy things..and got setimental value also....and hope to have cake also..haa.....then....ya.....hope can haf fun ba...feel like goin pub or club! haha...and I am very anticipating the taiwan trip that is less than 1 mth time! really need to take some time off to relax if not sure depressed I guess....I hope I dun get depressed!
and I miss my frens...!! haiz..quite sad couldnt join the girls for lala's bdae lunc yest..haiz..v long nv enjoy life le!!! ahh.............hope to see u guys sometime next wk k..
* dun like pple to read my blog infront of me...ya...and I hope I dun need to show black face in sch also..being in sch is the only time I can de-stressed...
lastly, pics took during ktv last thurs..haha...
最近不时又想起了他。。。haiz..
依然在等待对的人出现在眼角。。。
