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.Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 12:42 PM Y

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ok..this shd be my most vulgar post..pls pardon my language cos rite now i really feel like kaobei abt this Bastard...cos really need to 发泄我的情绪.. and I tink most of u shd have noe what happen le..well..that Bastard really hurt me alot alot...and it really took me some time to really 放下everything..this is my first relationship and I really put my whole soul n heart into it..but also because of that..I tink I also sink too much into it that I nv realise that the whole thing is juz crap and it turned out like this...now I really see the true colour of that ASSHOLE...

The thing is that he is back with that woman. WTF! This is what most of u have expected and I personally expected this too when he wanted that 1 mth cool down period.. WTF rite?! Really feel like giving a big tight slap to both of them la....................................especially to him..! I dun noe what to say..juz felt like being cheated by him for these few mths..He was juz toying with my feelings can..! FUCK! cos seems like during the time when we are together..both of them were still very close and they still like 纠缠不清and I was really very affected by this during that time..all the sleepness nite and emo-ing..all bcos of that woman.. 他妈的!

fuck..贱人! Why do I meet another 贱人in my life again...haiz...what the hell la...but at least 看清这个贱人le..! and I noe is not worth getting sad or affected by him now le..Will move on in life now ..at least learn a lesson from this rite..next time have to be more careful...and juz wanna say thanx to all my frens hu have given me support these days..always listening to me...pei-ing me whenever i need and I noe I shd have listen to you all in the very beginning cos you are already say he is a 贱人 le..haiz... and some even tell me from the first look u all feel that he is some 贱人already..well..当局者迷,旁观者清..now after all these..he did leave traces that both him as well as the woman are both very 贱!well...both of them can 贱together..best match from heaven as ming said..and the reason he gave was v absurd also la..the reaction everyone had after hearing is:他很贱leh!!!

and ya...I am sorry to my frens cos the past few mths that I am with him..I admit that I do really zsqy...and I noe you all are disppointed with me and all of you tink that why am I so foolish! ‘他有什么好，他救过你啊' by YL...and I remb ming's msn nick 'cyf pls wake up'..haaa..but glad that everything is over now and u all are still with me..thanx..and to my cousinz also..though this period I spend very little time with them...but at this point of time...they still say 'cousinz will be alwalys here for you '! I am touched n blessed to have such nice 姐妹s, frens n cousinz with me..the ban mians and yj also..and also kelly colleagues.....thought the bastard have left me... I believe that I can still lead my life well without him..:)

是我一直太懂事 任你自由地犯错

错到无法再让你 留在我的世界

是我选择了懂事 而你的回应是放纵

我会冷静看着你 离开我的世界

Finally chapter close...looking forward to another new chapter..