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.Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 12:30 AM Y

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was in sch for the Up Your Service course from 9 to 4 plus..haha..luckily I signed up for the class cos is quite entertaining..and it keep me occupied for one whole day..tml is the last day and hope it will be as fun as todae.*hope so*and I guess this may be the last chance to like see the majority of the bmc memebers..cos we may not see or meet each other after that le..will miss SOME of them la..cos they did bring me laughter..esp Min Jie..lolz

looking forward to our 1B05 chalet on Thursday:)
Finally can meet up with Aaron, Weiteck and the rest..after we split into different course we seldom have time to meet up and play le..miss those time...those memorable chalets where we play hide-n seek..haa..hope it will turn out fun! hope everyone will go~

haiz..as I told some of my frens...have a weird feeling these day..seems like 生活很空虚..feeling v lost also...maybe I juz not used to these day where I juz slack at home the whole day..cos i seem like v useless or sth..even my sis was like more busy then me la..come home later then me sometime lo where in the past I always come home later then her de sia..haiz..and my mum also like keep ask me go get a job..and is not like I nv try look for one..then she n my dad will always ask me n my sis to go sleep early..argh..like every nite without fail..say same thing..eee..sometime I also dun wished to stay at home when my dad is at home..esp sunday! he always play his songs damn loud..like the opposite block can hear lo..for few yrs le..he still wont change..scold us when we lower the volume..WTH... a typical MCP!! I hate MCP..sometime pity my mum cos will wonder why did she marry such man...haiz....and now her leg is quite weak and have difficulty walking..and have to work somemore..that y I hope that I can step into society to earn money so as to lessen her burden......my sis is already doing it le..so I hope I can do it!

the feeling of loneliness does come back to me sometimes..haiz..especially during these time when I needed help n support...sigh sigh..but I do noe that are frens out there for me..miss u girls...............! n hope to get back to the past where I am much occupied with alot of things..then i wont tink so much too...