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.Thursday, February 24, 2011 @ 8:50 PM Y

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it has been mths since i have last blogged!!! my comp got reformatted and now i have to resave everything again..and i have no photo to post cos my camera spoilt few mths ago! So i have not been taking pics but just get tagged by frens on facebook..wooooo...time really flies and it is end of Feb soon and 3 more mths I will be 25!!! omfg!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh but anyway i am still now working at kayhian..been 4 mths plus and I would say the job is getting real sian..I also duno how to say is just like doing the same thing everyday which actually is expected..and the boss is really sucky la and the sucky pay..but the good thing is most of the time will get to leave at 5.30 unless got urgent things or IPO..and the colleagues are nice too! i even receieve angbao from them but not my boss lo..haiz as most of my frens said actually there will be is no career prospect staying there as a backroom officer..so actually have the thought to find other job too..wondering if I should try out dealer or banker...can earn more but definitely more stressful too..so i am still thinking and in the meanwhile stay with kayhian first le..

well well well. actually there are interesting things that has happened over this period of time. unexpectedly i am now in contact with this person that I have know 1 yrs plus ago..things do started out good and I must admit i am really happy during the times I am with him..but i emo few weeks after that cos suddenly we seem to have lesser contact and is like I have to initate..so at a point of time I really SIAN TTM! but now i shall just leave it..since he say he is busy and will see me soon again..as alot of pple told me 是你的就是你的, 缘分不能强求.. so i shall just try to move on if this does not work out..thought is really very a pity..............haiz............:(

not only my love luck doesnt seems positive, my sis is really heartbroken these day...
well this is sth quite unexpected too...but I do understand from the guy point of view la..maybe they are really not suitable for each other although they do love each other...i have to admit my parents does play a part in this also..sth i just really cant stand my parents lo...is like hello I am going to be in my mid twenties but i still dun have the freedom i want!!! tmd lo!!!!!!! seeing my sis so sad i was very xin tong..those few days she really very depressed and is the first time in my life seeing her so sad and i also cry with her when she cry....and she lose alot of weight..oh my! and suddenly i feel that is also good that i am single cos i do have to scare of get hurt..hmmmmm..shall leave it to fate ba...

and ...my motto now is '~I want a man not a boy hu thinks he can~' hahahahahaha..

a nice emo song

喝酒的伴一起看電影的伴早午晚餐的那個伴朋友不能留得太晚明天要上班
唱K的伴一起去旅行的伴聽懂我的笑話的伴我的生活只差那個人就美滿
快樂少一人分享快樂就只剩一半喝一碗湯心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單這張睡床再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享幸福就只剩一半就算把日子都填滿節日卻提醒我孤單

沒有想法有想法又能怎樣只能寫部落格整晚幾個留言安慰不了心裡的遺憾
沒有負擔原來也是種負擔自由多得讓人心慌你羨慕我那要不要跟我交換

快樂少一人分享快樂就只剩一半喝一碗湯心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單這張睡床再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享幸福就只剩一半努力把日子都填滿別來提醒我多孤單
快樂少一人分享快樂就只剩一半喝一碗湯心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單這張睡床再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享幸福就只剩一半就算把日子都填滿沒人知道我多孤單

my current fav song